January 2010
8 posts
wanna try wordpress.com
shud i? :)
go to formspring.me/angelkisser16
and lemme know..
alright, i forgot to post at lunch. but technically, BP is supposed to sit with me today.but he wasnt there. :(
1 tag
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who’s your bestfriend?
Rachel, BJ, Joy, Donna, Tiffany, Jessica, Ivana, Shannon
in no order. They’re all the same to me. :)
Ask me anything
5 attempts
We have tried to sit down on Ashley and Alann’s seat for the fifth time today. Oh well. Victory is still out of reach.
We won’t stop until we all get to sit down. :)
New plan
we’re gonna move the other table, :)
whatever.
then alann comes in, tells us about hoe he used to sit on the ground before and no even notices. whatever.
:/
Guess what?!
It’s lunch! and guess what again?! They didnt move.
2010 Mathematics Game
Yes, the said Mathematics game before.
God, it made me dizzy. It’s making me explode inside. I stare at it clutching a pen and calculator on each hand.
Nothing happens. Once in a while I get one and then I try to figure out what the others are.
So annoying. Takes up too much time, so I just share answers with people.
Saying hello from lunch! :)
preggers
Glee episode^
I had a fricking moment at biology..there are some pregnant girls in my school.
then Ms. Thein was like, “Oh, do tell”
:D why would the student tell you?! stupido(:
anyway, just a thought.
followed by random facts.. :)
after that, it’s 5th period. fun-ass time(: no conductor so we get to play cards, run around or whatever..
Well, off to...
December 2009
2 posts
my life is just messed up...
pianoismylife:
weird things always happen to me… :/ i finally get a break from it all… and now i feel lik this is stuck on to me again… itz sooo easy to be a little kid.. go to school, have fun.. and go home(: but.. as we grow up.. things change.. u start havin grades.. pressure from parents.. from peers and from everyone.. gossips… and drama…
i don know if i should laugh out loud or be sad…...
i told you to come here, right? i deleted the post[: but what i said on AIM was for real[:
November 2009
23 posts
I’m in a very deep sh*t right now. I messed up, like crazy. And I don’t know how to fix it.
If only you were here, and actually listened, you’d probably be able to help me. But this past week, all I’ve been doing is trying not to piss you off. Have I done something wrong? I know I have, but you won’t tell me. Anyway, you know I can tell if you blocked me or not,...
aiyaaah
what’d i do this time, babe?
or is it just a coincidence that you’re not responding?
anyway, whatever i did, i hope you’d tell me. and if not, im really sorry. i always am. :]
and yeah.. i dont know what he heard, but it happened. and i feel bad. you were always here to cheer me up. i hope you still are[:
katie
xditsguhloriaaah:
Ohkay so reblog isn’t working.
So he wasn’t avoiding you :D I bet it was his internet! I hate mine too. >
yeah, he wasnt(: yeah, probably the internet. i hate it when that happens. i hate my internet period. :D
hey(: I hope everything’s okay. What happened?
I’m sorry I missed your IM. I was eating dinner(:
imya(:
<33333
overreaction
I really need to stop overreacting. LMAO
My last post? I need to vent. NVM that. :D
KATIE. :]
xditsguhloriaaah:
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simply-complicated:
xditsguhloriaaah:
i just copied it and put space in between sorry if its confusing. :[
Joy Chen kevin ♥ steph ♥ rachel ♥ elina ♥ ho on or kevin ♥ steph and brandon ♥ rachel ♥ elina ♥ ho on ahyahh “god, brandon really doesnt fit” -elina i so agree brandon ruined it xD
Brandon Pan-__- y tyYesterday at 6:32pm
Joy Chenur welcome. it was all fine till i...
comfort food
Cheesecake(: Or Red Velvet Cake.
hmm.. i’ve downed one slice so far. and I don’t wanna keep going. :)
anyway, what’s your comfort food?
BJ and Jessica
you can ask me if we are going out.Although I would’ve said ask him. ‘Cause idk what to say.
katiee :]
xditsguhloriaaah:
i just copied it and put space in between sorry if its confusing. :[
Joy Chen kevin ♥ steph ♥ rachel ♥ elina ♥ ho on or kevin ♥ steph and brandon ♥ rachel ♥ elina ♥ ho on ahyahh “god, brandon really doesnt fit” -elina i so agree brandon ruined it xD
Brandon Pan-__- y tyYesterday at 6:32pm
Joy Chenur welcome. it was all fine till i rememberd i had to add u D:<Yesterday at...
“one phone call? or just 10 mins of conversation?
it doesn’t matter. I...”
i need to vent. . .
anyway, today was an interesting day.
It all started 5th period. I love orchestra. And the people in it. And for assembly, we like planned who to sit with. I sat with Rachie, Joy, Jessica and Tiffany. Brandon was with us too. And it was sweet.
Then lunch. LMAO that was weird. i felt bad. i felt funny. i felt sad. aiyah. i don’t know what i felt. but i know i wasn’t happy. i laffed....
Rachel,
xditsguhloriaaah:
simply-complicated:
xditsguhloriaaah:
simply-complicated:
I’m happy for you. I really am. You’re an amazing girl. And anyone you like would be extremely lucky to have you, a pretty, cute, sweet, sexy, hot, smart, nice, caring girl, No words can describe you, babe(: But then again, it’s probably not my right to say that anymore. But you said it is, so I’ll continue.
I’m...
PROOF THAT FACEBOOK IS MESSED UP :]
xditsguhloriaaah:
simply-complicated:
xditsguhloriaaah:
Dear Gloria Chan, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result: Mysterious… oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you. You hide your emotions… Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel. You search for love… you’re a...
LOL peoples reactions.
xditsguhloriaaah:
SO.. today is HUG AN ASIAN DAY so if your an asian.. -hugs- so i -hugs-everyone on my buddy list that is asian which is.. EVERYONE(: and i was bored so i pasted all their reactions…
[16:56] greenpearl18: *HUGHUGHUGHUG* [16:56] greenpearl18: haha superhug [16:56] xditsguhloriaaah: OMG [16:56] xditsguhloriaaah: GUAC hug! [16:56] greenpearl18: haha totally [16:56] greenpearl18:...
GUHLORIAAAH!
HI(: I’ll reblog later. cuhz its really hard to reblog right now.
but..uhm, ill ask rachie to add you later. my iPod doesn’t let me talk to people that isn’t added on my buddy list(:
:D
9x-7i > 3(3x-7u) 9x-7i > 9x-21u -9x -9x -7i > -21u -7 -7 i <3u (btw;i think i get math now )
PROOF THAT FACEBOOK IS MESSED UP :]
xditsguhloriaaah:
Dear Gloria Chan, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result: Mysterious… oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you. You hide your emotions… Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel. You search for love… you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter...
Rachel,
xditsguhloriaaah:
simply-complicated:
I’m happy for you. I really am. You’re an amazing girl. And anyone you like would be extremely lucky to have you, a pretty, cute, sweet, sexy, hot, smart, nice, caring girl, No words can describe you, babe(: But then again, it’s probably not my right to say that anymore. But you said it is, so I’ll continue.
I’m glad everything is going well for you. That...
“Don’t run away from him.
If you like him, show him who you are
which is...”
– cough cough* :) Rachie…
Rachel,
I’m happy for you. I really am. You’re an amazing girl. And anyone you like would be extremely lucky to have you, a pretty, cute, sweet, sexy, hot, smart, nice, caring girl, No words can describe you, babe(: But then again, it’s probably not my right to say that anymore. But you said it is, so I’ll continue.
I’m glad everything is going well for you. That what you...
reality vs. fantasy
I’m confused. I really am.
I don’t know how to differ reality from fantasy anymore. I like reality now. I’d rather stay here, in reality, than daydream about anything. For once, reality is better than my dreams. I admit, it’s not the first time it has happened. But it is the first time in about a year or two. I won’t have to daydream in Biology anymore. I guess I...
Guy: Trick-or-Treat!!! Girl: hate to break it to you, but it’s not Halloween. I don’t have any candy to give you. Guy: Good. Because I don’t want any candy. I want something sweeter than candy. Girl: Okay, then? What do you want?? Guy: I want you. <3
OMG.
“i really want to be with you, but yeah i’m scared, 3
cause ...”
October 2009
82 posts
“My heart’s not a piñata
stop hitting it
‘cause when it breaks,...”
“No, he’s not my boyfriend.
But I love his hugs and high fives
his smile,...”
– my feelings? IDK
today
is a very interesting day.
God, I failed two pop quizzes in Biology. I had a horrible lecture for Geometry. He taught us how to graph. How the hell don’t people know how to graph? But.. OH WELL, IT WAS BORING
Then, as if my day can’t get any worse, I get a frickin nosebleed in lunch. While I’m in Key Club. It just bursted out. First I was sitting next to Rachel laughing, and...
naive
Why are you so flipping naive? I mean, seriously, I have dropped every clue that will point only to one person, you. Don’t you get it? I usually give clues where if you figure out who it is, there are ALWAYS and I mean ALWAYS TWO people that fit my description. But this time, there’s only one. I don’t wanna pretend anymore. But I wanna take things your way. Slowly. But I just...
im jealous????
pianoismylife:
you see that??? yesh, im jealous of you for the first time…. he liks you… and ….well, im jealous… :(
WHO LIKES WHO? and if it’s mr. I-wanna-replace-your-best-guy-friend, no. don’t be jealous of who he likes. trust me, she isn’t really any good. you cannot be jealous of her. cuhz shes jealous of you, babe(:
and you know who SHE is, right? *me(:
SHE=ME just...
today...
pianoismylife:
good day… i know a lot of news from pplz… actually i forced them to tell mah… itz funny…
HMM. INFO? oohh, let me know(:
Life Lesson
xditsguhloriaaah:
jaejaetpl:
I have learned a life lesson, a great one. It is possibly the greatest thing that I have ever learned to this day. What’s the lesson? Never impart information to Kevin Chen unless you want the world to know about it. Not like he tells everyone, but everytime he sees you, he’ll remind you about it. But he’ll say it really loud and because he’s usually around people,...
not the same
Nothing is the same anymore. Even if I want it to be the same, it’ll never be the same. Right now, I want that bad. For everything to be the same. Eighth grade. Rachel, Joy in the same table as I am. But it’s still fun having them around. I mean, we see each other everyday, I come to their tables, it’s fun. But seriously, the newcomers have taken the driver’s seat and have...
I Remember
jaejaetpl:
I remember how we used to hang out together…
I remember how we used to smile and laugh together…
I remember how we used to sit side by side…
I remember how I used to lay my head on your shoulder…
I remember how one day, we got into a disagreement…
I remember how you tried to tell me you were sorry…
I remember the mistake I made…
I remember how I was cold to you…
I remember how...
fragile little bitch
that’s what I am.
I wanna say sorry to everyone I hurt.
I wanna apologize for what I did.
I wanna say sorry if I broke your trust, and I will try to earn it again.
I wanna apologize to the girls I now call sisters if I chose a guy over you, BJ. I was acting on impulse, he was mad at me. I’m terribly sorry. What I did was wrong and I swear I won’t let a guy do that to us...
I wanna hear your voice.
Okay. So I think I’m PMSing. :D
I got a little.. uhm.. idk what word to use. but yeah, if u read my posts ull know.
I AM PMSing. Please excuse me.
i shed tears.
for the first time in 5 months. or was that 4? Either way, it doesn’t matter.
I did. And I was sobbing. Literally. It hurt. Like literally.
I don’t want that to happen. Ever. Again.
I know it’s my fault. But don’t do that again. It killed me.
I felt like killing myself. I was LITERALLY SUICIDAL. I was like holding a pair of scissors and a knife. But no, I didn’t...
You are probably the best friend i have ever had. You were reliable. You were trustworthy. You were caring. You were down-to-earth. I would never feel like I have to pretend something that I’m not when I’m with you. I never have to act different around you. I never have to pretend that I’m happy or that I’m fine when I’m around you. Probably because you always know...
sometimes even sorry won't do any good
OMG. I MADE A STUPID MISTAKE. AND I’VE BEEN CRYING SINCE. THIS FUCKING HURTS. IT HURTS TOO MUCH. I CAN’T HANDLE IT. USUALLY, I’M FINE WHEN THIS HAPPENS BUT FUCK
i broke his trust. i told my bestfriend about a secret he told me. that this guy likes my other bestfriend. and my bestfriend blurted it out while he was there. IM LIKE WTF?! but. its okay. at first he’s not mad....
when you sign off on AIM
I feel like I don’t have anything to do anymore. So I sign off. And everyone’s like, why? are you gonna sleep?
AND i’m like, uhm. no.
THEYRE LIKE WTF?!