You are probably the best friend i have ever had. You were reliable. You were trustworthy. You were caring. You were down-to-earth. I would never feel like I have to pretend something that I’m not when I’m with you. I never have to act different around you. I never have to pretend that I’m happy or that I’m fine when I’m around you. Probably because you always know when I’m lying. Somehow, I never actually lie to you. When you’re there, I feel like everything is complete. Everyone that I’ll ever need in my life is with me. I feel happy. You’re the one who mostly completes my day. With your stories from seventh period, or just plain “be happy” and “don’t do that it’s not healthy” statements you tell me. Everytime I see your name pop up on my buddy list, I’m happy. And when you’re not there, I actually wait for you. When you leave, I wait for like 5 minutes then I feel like I don’t have to be there anymore.
And yes, I do care about you. I want to listen to every story you have to tell me. I want to hear everything you want to tell me. I’ll be here to listen. I’ll never be bored. I’ll never not want to hear it. I know I’m annoying sometimes, or most of the times, but I just want you to know that I DO CARE.
I like it when you ask me about my day. I like it when you just say random things.
But lately I have done something I really regret. I hope I never did it. I hope you understand WHY I did it. I apologize. And I’ll never bring it up again.
Now, all I can hope for is for everything to be the same again. I like what happened between us. I like how our friendship just bloomed. This is one of the best things that, I swear, has ever happened to me.
I’m just saying that I don’t want to lose you as a friend. I never ever want to lose you. And I’ll never forget you.
<3
This isn’t a love proposal. You’re my friend. I don’t want to risk the friendship.
