anyway, today was an interesting day.
It all started 5th period. I love orchestra. And the people in it. And for assembly, we like planned who to sit with. I sat with Rachie, Joy, Jessica and Tiffany. Brandon was with us too. And it was sweet.
Then lunch. LMAO that was weird. i felt bad. i felt funny. i felt sad. aiyah. i don’t know what i felt. but i know i wasn’t happy. i laffed. but i wasn’t really completely happy.
Then after sixth, ehh, itwas okay. i still wasn’t happy though. Seventh period was BORING. After seventh, i found joy’s backpack but not Joy. So I started looking for her. Then I found her. Then I lost her again, DUH ITS JOY(: she’s really fast. I think she teleports. Then Ho On called me to tell me that Joy was looking for me. Then Joy was nowhere to be found. So we started walking around, then we found her. I started walking with BJ and Ho On to the music room (not the fricking band room) and next thing I know, Ho On’s gone.
After school, I was watching TV, idly online. And, usually I wait ‘til 7pm to talk to him, and when it was like 7, I was like, he’s not here. And I waited ‘til 8, and he still wasn’t there. Brandon wasn’t there, too. So I had no one to talk to. BJ’s in youth group. Then it was like 9, and I finally gave up, or so I thought, cuhz he never goes on THAT late. Now it’s almost 10 and I’m still on. I guess I’m just waiting.
It’s two things: I’m either worried about you, or I’m just paranoid. Let’s talk about paranoia. I’m paranoid, everyone knows that. I’m paranoid that something bad happened to you. Or I’m paranoid that I think you’re avoiding me, which I hope not. I’m paranoid that I think you’re mad at me, I hope not.
